Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Uncovering my eyes!

About two or three years ago, I was working with a person that proclaimed to be doing great things in the community, but I found out that to be untrue. I worked, worked and worked for such an individual, that now looking back at the character it totally sickens me to my stomach.

I was around to witness first hand some of the simple minded techniques on how people where being taken advantage of, put down, let down, mistreated all for the sake of community. I found that it was just so wrong on every level. As I began to dig deeper into the foundation and how it was designed to gain the attention of others for STATUS & POPULARITY, I started to pull away, but it was so hard to do, because I indeed felt a very strong connection and was begin pull by the forces it had on me. I know that may sound strange, but it's the total truth. My gifts that God blessed me with, where being EXPLOITED for the sake of the organization.

You know experience has a funny way of showing what is REAL! I was indeed hurt by it, and I sure do hope and pray that no other individual will fall prey to this. So desiring to belong to a great cause, if you really look deeper within yourself there you'll find that you belong to THE MOST HIGH! You don't need to be misguided to do the wrong thing, and I'm not saying I didn't learn a few things along the way, but it caused me to question the motives of what was being done. Please don't get me wrong, when I was  pushed away from the organization I was deeply hurt, because the heart that God gave me, a love for his people, the mistreated, less fortunate, the oppressed I can truly say that lending a helping hand to someone in the time of need is the most rewarding thing ever I believe. This is Real Talk!



Now back to the situation at hand. Well, I worked with this organization and saw a great deal of lies, greed and untrustworthy individuals.  BEFORE you get involved with people on a business level. I strongly suggest that RESEARCH them, talk to others that may know them or have even worked with them, I mean professionally, socially because when we tend to get involved it brings a great since of negativity to your circle.

When you're trying to build your character, brand and business this isn't what you need, but once I realized what was going on and I moved away, My businesses start to grow rapidly beyond my wildest dream. So when God begins to remove people from your circle accept it and move into your destiny. This was a wolf in sheep's clothing. Scary by far, but true on every level.


This was an experience that I had to learn the hardway, I'm not bashing anyone, but I'm just saying what happened to me, I was very surprised when it began to unfold, makes you wonder why its so hard for us to truly trust people......opps! My bad the bible says trust NO MAN!!! So there you go I was in error right from the start. Now looking at it.... The thief cometh not, but for to steal,and to kill and destory. John 10:10. Does these characteristics jump out at you? Yeah I know, if I had know then what I know now, I would've been for the hills for cover.



Thursday, September 15, 2011

This road I travel isn't easy, but I know that I must stay on course
With all the twist and turns it can get a little bumpy at times
I have never been the one to like to take detours, even thought there maybe a road block
Looking around the sign
I wonder if I can still cross or pass through it, even if I have to grab hold of the edge
The wind is blowing and it begins to rain
Ones that I thought were my friends are showing me their other face
As stay on my journey to success 
I will stop and help those in need 
I will continue to pray for others
My Journey is not over it has just begun

Watch me as continue with this process, it has been a road that hasn't always been easy, but I'm ready. This is a road that I must travel alone, but not all alone because I have traveling Grace and Mercy. And with God on my side I'm never alone. 






Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Why I Dance?

                                                       Why I Dance


I dance to be free with wind, dance is my friend
It doesn't judge me, when I dance I express what I feel
With each twirl and spin every movement that make the soul is ready to escape
Learning to enjoy the space in time which seems to stand still

Beyond leaps and bounds, dance can turn a frown upside down
Tears trickle down my face
My heart is in tuned to the pace
The joy that feels my heart and mind
With dance I leave ALL my worries behind

God is the reason I dance
I dance to worship HIM
I dance to praise HIM
My movements are divine and sacred
My dance is one of a kind

My Dance, My Praise, My Love
I can truly express what I feel in movement.