My Book

This is not a figment of my imagination nor an illusion

I've always wondered why I had to endure the things I have

All the twist and turns, ups and downs, and I'm still here to tell my story

I thank God for the trials that I've gone through, I know now that I must stay true to him and myself

So many people seem to somehow know what is best for me

All I can say please, I've had dreams and my dreams have had dreams



My heart has endured so much pain

In the mist of all this gold rain

Passing the sun and midnight sky

I fall to my knees and ask the Lord why

Stop pointing your finger in my direction

Because God is the only one that can give correction

You have my heart Rodney!

I know that it wasn't easy to break the chains from my heart

Deep down inside I knew you where the right one from the start

The moment I laid eyes on you that you where my soulmate

We both knew that our love wasn't going to be a easy piece of cake



You are my everything

You make my heart sing

All my life I dreamed of having someone to love me

Along came you and set my heart at ease



When you're near I have no fear

Some have said we would never make it

Our love and romance has stood the test of time

The way you look at me makes my mind, body and soul free



My words could never be enough to express my love for you

Even after all we've been through

All of our ups and downs

We made through every single round



We are like Bonnie and Clyde,we are going to ride it out to the end

YOU ARE MY BESTFRIEND!

I love you more than you ever know

Each day that our love grow



I love you and will marry everyday.

I Can Only Live For Today

The moment that I opened my eyes this morning

I began to thank God for allowing me to see another day

He told what happen yesterday is gone, and today is going to be a brighter one with many benefits

As I begin to pray and thank HIM for all the things HE has done in my life, and even what HE is going to do



All I could do is cry out to HIM.

My life is nothing without HIM

The word says I can do ALL things through HIM that strengthens me.



I trust a believe that whatever I'm about to face HE will be there with me.

I use to fear what others' thought and how they would hear what I have to say

This day the Lord has made, and this day I will abide in Him

This day is not giving to the swift, but the strong



I can only live for today

No matter what it looks like

No matter what others' think

No matter how I feel or how much I wanna give up



This is the day that I can only live for today.

Yesterday is gone

Today is now

Tomorrow is the future



Tomorrow isn't promised to me

I Can Only Live For Today

I see that the writings have been on the wall for a longtime

I must now learn that I can't change what happens,

I can only go through in order for me to get to the next chapter



I never pretend to be more than I am

My heart is true

I'm a friend

I'm not a fighter



I have the love of MY GOD on the inside

My heart will not allow me to mistreat others

Nor will it allow me not to help

I Can Only Live For Today

My Pain

It is a like no other
All I can do get up under the covers
Turn out all the lights and pray that the pain will soon take flight
The joult of lighting raids my body
I can't run nor can I hide

This pain is ruining my days and nights
I try to deal with it as much as I can
But I think it has another plan
So I sit still and wait for it to leave

I wonder why it picked me
Can I just be free?
Don't know why it is with hear
I will be happy when it gone